It was a dark and stormy night...

Kokoro

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It was a D-rank mission, but the pay was good, and it was stable work, so of course, Kokoro took it. On stormy nights, there was always a listing up for watching the coast and rescuing any ship that went under. There was a good chance that no ship would go down on any given night, which meant that Kokoro was paid to stay up overnight in the rain. It suited Kokoro just fine and they usually took this mission. They were familiar with the usual rotation of genin would take this, and the usual supervising chunin.

They bowed quickly in greeting to their supervisor as they bustled into the lighthouse.Today was a particularly stormy and windy night, getting up to the lighthouse had been a bit of a chore in itself. Kokoro's shoes were caked in mud.

Their supervisor was a man Kokoro was familiar with. He was lazy. He knew ijutsu and should have had constant rotations at the hospital, but because of his family he did "light fieldwork" instead. Kokoro was unsure if he had ever taken a mission outside of Kirigakure proper. Still, Kokoro would rather have him than most of their other supervisors. He didn't make things unnecessarily hard on them, though he did leave Kokoro with almost all of the work.

"I'll take first shift." He told them, after the pleasantries were done, heading for the stairs.

Kokoro nodded politely. "Of course shinobi-san." It was a familiar routine. He would take first shift and then sleep the other two shifts unless something happened. Even if something did, he wouldn't likely leave the lighthouse unless it was a big ship that went down. He would be on standby for healing survivors brought to him and to keep an eye out for any other ships that went down. Only two people could leave the lighthouse, someone had to be on shifting watching at all times. Only if things were particularly dire would he leave to help them or let one of the genin stay behind instead. The other genin would have to be an ijutsu user or particularly useless.

Once he was fully out of sight, Kokoro bustled about getting comfortable for their shift. They took off their garish rain poncho. Revealing their tight fitting attire that Kokoro only wore for missions like these, where getting wet was more likely than getting grabbed. They hung it on a hook near the door and then carefully removed their muddy shoes moving over to a primitive sink to wash them clean.

The sun was still in the process of setting so their shift companion wasn't late yet. Kokoro had no intention of fighting with them over who took second or third shift. It was all the same to them, they wouldn't sleep. Kokoro found it a bit difficult these days to sleep at night. The thing in their heart stirred, and the shadows around them seemed heavier.

Kokoro stiffened. One shadow in particular drew their eye. The one cast by the sofa and the staircase seemed particularly dark and just slightly the wrong shape. They weren't alone in the room. Even though the lighthouse keeper was sleeping on a higher floor, their supervisor was on the top floor, and their companion had yet to arrive, Kokoro was struck by the very very familiar feeling that they were not alone. They took a breath and bent over, slipping on their clean shoes, forcing the animalistic clawing panic away. And then turned their back to go put the kettle on for tea. The feeling didn't go away, but it didn't intensify either. Outside of the first time they encountered the monster, it had never hurt them. Still, there was a reason Kokoro preferred working at night then sleeping.
 
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Footsteps are heard until they're heard at the doorway. Then, a loooooong sigh. The handle turns. Another sigh. And then Tamako opens the mist-soaked door of the lighthouse with the face of someone who's dedicated but not quite resolved themselves to a full night of boredom and boredom. Her eyes land first on that which did not conform to the expected blur of of this damp old lighthouse: a jacket, hung as a warning this might not be her chosen dull night. Ungratefully, her brow debates something. "That poncho…" She's still for a moment, as if time didn't move while she didn't. But then time swings her eyes to the rest of the room. And, sure enough. "Ahh… shit…"

Tamko sighs a third and hardest time, slinging the door closed behind her as she takes forced and steady steps to a pathetic-looking sofa against the wall. Her jacket sponges the thin back cushion as the darkly-dressed Genin plops herself down and swings a muddy boot to dirty her knee. The disjunct clanging of her katana at her hips portrays the sofa as uncomfortable as it is. She crosses her arms and stares perpendicular to where Koroko, an old bond from the academy, began beverage prep. Her chin rises until it decides what the mouth wants to say, and, after a few moments, settles on a very neutral "... Hey."
 
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To be honest, Kokoro knew who was at the door as soon as she sighed. It was a familiar sound. The presence moved behind them now. Kokoro winced as its claws dug into their ankles as the door reluctantly opened. The presence shifted inside them, resettling itself within Kokoro, heavy and weighty, but at least Tamako wouldn't know it was here. Although she had already seen it on graduation day.

Kokoro turned around, waiting for the water to reach a boil. Tamako looked largely the same as she did in Kokoro's memories, but it hadn't been that long since the last time they had seen each other, even if it felt long. They had never treated Tamako particularly sincerely, hadn't fully believed that she wouldn't stab them in the back when the time came. That said, Kokoro wasn't ashamed that they hadn't trusted her. Trusting anyone was settling yourself up for disappointment. Still, Kokoro wasn't sure how to treat her going forward.

They let Tamako set the rhythm of their interaction, let her greet them first. It was clear from her greeting that she felt awkward around them, so Kokoro decided not to bring up their connection in any detail.

Kokoro inclined their head in a polite slight bow, perfect manners for greeting an equal and a well-known coworker in a work setting. "Good evening, Suzuka-san. It's good to see you again." The manners came out of Kokoro without any emotional input from them, polite. They smiled, their work smile, practiced and professional. It would be wrong to call it an insincere smile, because Kokoro's reactions were so automated they did them before they could make up their mind what their emotions were. "Our supervisor has already taken first shift. Did you want the second or the third?"
 
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Tamako grunts, though awe and unease nearly stifle it down to her fourth sigh. Cheeks and tensions rise and eyes and focus narrows. There's a slight glint of accusatory orange from the Genin's eyes that rip from her dark frame to her academy... connection. "Really?"

"Really?"

"Fuck." She tries to inhale her outburst back in, but her mouth is left agape to no avail. It was more biting and forward and, well, expected than her mental practice-run. So comes the quick and usual pivot for Tamako: a very teenage head-turn-"hmph" combo while digging in her heels. "Up to you. wouldn't want to get in your wa--" Her heels, not her grave. She closes her eyes, gives herself a lecturing glare, and opens them again, with an honest and failing attempt at a gentler gaze. "You pick."
 
Kokoro's brows twitched, forming a thoughtful frown for just a moment before it was smoothed back into their ever polite, demure expression. Tamako seemed to be angrier at them than they had thought. They ignored her obvious jabs, there was no reason to prompt a fight even Tamako seemed to be trying to avoid.

"I'll take second shift then." Kokoro took the more difficult shift, at least if one intended to sleep, leaving Tamako with the more desirable of the two shifts.

The kettle went off and Kokoro only turned their back to Tamako because they knew something else had eyes on her. They poured themself tea into one of the spare cups. While it would have been polite to serve Tamako within civilian circles, it wasn't in shinobi circles. Not when they weren't close, Kirigakure Shinobi had a tendency to stab each other in the back, or poison each other. So Kokoro didn't ask or get a cup for Tamako. They grabbed a tea bag and plopped it into the cup.
 
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"Fine." Tamako's fingers tap in rhythmic irritation up and down her bicep with her jittering foot very off-tempo across her knee. Tap tap tap tap. Swing swing swing swing swing. "Thanks" just wasn't going to happen. Tap tap tap tap. Swing swing swing swing swing. Tap tap. Punch.

Maybe Tamako disguises it as her planting an uplifting fist on the seat cushion. Either way, she shuffles over to finally remove her jacket, now resolved more than dedicated to stick this out. The girl practically strangling the coat-rack is just as tempered. She keeps her back turned toward her jacket for a few moments, her nose debating burying her face in it before she jolts around to yell: SO WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT, HUHH????

However, the scent of steeping leaves and the sight of rising steam does something to her. The normalcy of it all, the insulting nonchalance, pisses her off so fucking much that it fixes a feeling within her, like melting glass into a working shape. "Tea? That really a good idea?" She's surprised how calm she suddenly sounds. Perhaps it is reverting to a prior, comfortable role that lets her voice do this. But this comes with dissonance, as the Genin feels a contained flame just as ready to ignite as seconds ago. "Aren't you trying to get some sleep?"
 
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It was a question Kokoro had fielded before. "Oh, I don't think I'll sleep tonight." They shrugged, offering excuses always made people feel called out or else prompted them to give advice.

Kokoro moved over to the table by the window with their cup. The view was ruined by the shutters that were pulled fast against the raging storm. Another peel of thunder rattled the shutters, through the rattling wooden boards Kokoro saw not a flash of bright light, but the glow of red. They took a small breath to hide the sharp inhale that they wanted to take. No. Kokoro didn't like to sleep at night anymore.

They tore their eyes away, back to Tamako, in a move that only had a slight jerk of unease to it. "There's no need to stay up on my account." They smiled their perfect work smile.
 
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Well, that's not ominous at all. Still, even if this person in the lighthouse, that thing on the field that day, that kid from the academy– whatever combination or chopped up amalgamation they are, "Kokoro" isn't something rash enough to take action literally under Chunin consequences. And yet, that's not at all why Tamako doesn't feel so confident in sleeping either.

Arms crossed again, she considers strolling towards the kitchen, and eventually does so. Here's the fourth sigh. "Soooo… are we…" She turns her body and half-sits on one of the counters, still a fair distance away from a Genin. "... just… gonna pretend like…" This is stupid. Every syllable she speaks pokes at a thin, fragile casing, antagonizing what it has no means to contain in the first place. She shakes her head, leaving it behind in the kitchen with Kokoro. "Forget it."

Tamako returns to the pitiful sofa, somehow less comfortable than the person in the lighthouse, that thing on the field that day, that kid from the academy, and the fourth unknown. "Good night," comes from her throat, turning her back to the room as she folds up to fit awkwardly within the two squares, eyes open.
 
Tamako moves over, not close, but closer. Kokoro doesn't think much of it until Tamako starts to speak. And starts to speak about that day. And the thing that was outside the window is now at Kokoro's feet. Its heavy shadow only obscured by the angle and Kokoro's small shadow. Kokoro took a small breath, letting out the tension that was rising in their spine. Spindle-like fingers wrap around Kokoro's ankles.

"Forget it."

Kokoro takes a sip of tea and the fingers unspool and the heaviness to their side vanishes. Relief seeps over Kokoro but they keep even positive emotions bound tight.

"Good night." Kokoro echoes and they settle in to finish their tea. They pull a small bell out of their pocket and begin rolling it over their fingers in such a way that the bell never rings. A simple chakra exercise meant to ingrain it control into their reflexes. Kokoro is good enough that it's not a question of if the bell rings, it doesn't, it's a question of how fast the bell can slip between their fingers.
 
That hallway always had at least one student hanging around that was just bound to say something stupid. It was one of the reasons Tamako didn't take a different route between classes at the academy. If there were just one or two of the usual idiots there, it was a great excuse to start a fight– free practice with the added bonus of getting to put some brat in their place. Unfortunately that day, there were three of them, and they seemed to be friends based on how they were all talking and laughing about something they found particularly interesting. Probably doable, but three's not the best odds, especially without her entourage, who was noticeably missing all day.

The chatter and laughter died down as the girl began her pass– which was pretty normal, but this time they didn't drop their brainless amused expressions. Tamako kept walking, relieved they were all leaning against the walls so that she didn't have to move them herself. When she didn't meet their gaze, one of the boys started opening their stupid mouth. "God... just shut up and let me go home." As she'd almost completed her pass and started believing he'd chickened out of saying anything, his cartoonishly full-of-himself boy voice buzzed out, stings her ears, and she winces slowly, succumbing to irritation.

"Heyyyy Suzuuukaaaa. How do you think your little pet's doing?" Weird question, nondescript, annoying. Tamako's eyes rose to the ceiling, cursing fate that there were three of them. "Probably the first to go if you ask me," another one piped in. "Hell, I'm surprised you didn't try to jump in there with them!" They all laughed, hinting that was probably something of a joke. She sighed, giving in, slowly turning around to face them. Although there were no actual attempts to draw Tamako in to the conversation, there's something about the way they were talking that made her feel like she should know what the fuck they were talking about. "What the fuck are you talking about?"

"It's today!"
It's today. Jesus. Pulling teeth is so much harder than knocking them out. "You cannot punch him, you cannot punch him… *What's* today?" He looked confused, a tad surprised, and a bit happy about it: the classic "this thing is obvious to me and I'm now going to tell you to make myself feel smart" face. "You don't know? The graduation ceremony for the nobodies: it's happening right now."

Tamako froze, felt frozen, and could not hide it. The boys hardly noticed. One started saying something about having actual friends to talk to and you'd have heard, followed quickly by placing bets. Tamako couldn't hear them. Kokoro was on a very short list of people that Tamako could actually stand, maybe even listed at the top. As distant as they kept eachother, knowing her friend– friend?-- was about to die, or dead already, ripped and twisted her insides. Suddenly it boiled up, and it felt a lot like she does now, though perhaps for the opposite reason.

Tamako forgot how many boys there were and slammed one against the wall, her forearm pinning him by his collarbone. "WHERE??? WHERE IS THE CEREMONY???" Fortunately, the boys seemed to forget as well, one jolting backwards and the other slowly slinking away. "I-I-It's happening over in the field, behind the practice area, n-n-near the woods!" She clawed into his shoulder and threw him aside to the ground, using the momentum to dash away towards the field. She tackled the doors open, outrunning something akin to "owww…. fucking freak!..." as she sprinted outside.

"Shit… shit… shitshitshitshit!" The cool humid wind parted roughly across her skin as she bolted through the outskirts of the academy. What was she even going to do? It's not like she was allowed to participate. She might even get executed for interfering. All she really knew is that she didn't know. She was walking down a fucking hallway, and Kokoro was out here, and she didn't know. She wasn't there. And that was the only place that felt like where she should be.

There's a few instructors making a loose unofficial border around an area. It was no longer words from a boy she didn't give two shits about. This sight made it real. Tamako desperately tried to grasp this fact as she closes the gap to the field. Coming over a small hill, she was finally able to get a look at what was happening close enough to distinguish one person from another. Or, rather, maybe she could not.
Her mouth dropped and her eyes widened, petrified in shock and relief and a horror she'd never known.

"K… Kokoro?"


Tamako jolts upright. Did she fall asleep? Couldn't have. There's none of the haze of just waking up, and the room looks too similar to before. Well, save for one minor, important detail: the Chunin Tamako missed earlier was at the stairs with an alert look on his face she hadn't seen on him before. Great. Just great.
 

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